Exhell spreadsheets

Excel background by Esa Riutta from Pixabay. Design James Walker.

For the first two weeks of The Space project I kept an immaculate excel spreadsheet detailing the hours I was working on the project. One page was for writing, the other meetings. I did this partly out of paranoia and partly for future reference. First the paranoia. Initially, the Sillitoe Committee did not share my enthusiasm for being one of only 53 organisations to be selected as a guinea pig for an amazing new multimedia experience. Quite rightly they raised pragmatic concerns about how the project would be executed, who would be doing what and that it was not financially viable. This was a very difficult period as endless meetings and debate meant I was unable to start working on the project as we couldn’t agree on a starting point.

The end result, after a sensible and understanding conversation with David Sillitoe, was that Paul Fillingham and I would have complete control to manage it as we saw fit. To be safe and to appease well-founded concerns, we drew up a separate constitution so that all responsibility fell on my head as project manager and the person who signed away his life on the bid. I was absolutely over the moon as it meant I could finally sink my teeth into this gorgeous literature project.

The reason for our difficulties was the bid was placed a few minutes before the deadline as I’d only heard about it last minute. This meant there was no time to consult the committee and Paul and I literally came up with a plan. Secondly, we were perhaps naïve in our understanding of how the committee works. I had always perceived that different members, according to skill set and enthusiasm, would manage individual projects. So if Mark Shotter is putting on a night of music I leave him to do it as this is his area of expertise. Likewise I saw the Space as very much a project that was for me and Paul and so didn’t factor in the rest of the committee to roles. This may have had the effect of making some people feel alienated. But it had been the modus operandi prior to The Space.

If I had had more time I would have factored in a lot more roles and budgeted accordingly. As it stands I find myself doing an endless amount of work that can get in the way of the creative process. For example, drafting contracts and then posting them. Keeping a budget for every single penny and ensuring that invoices tally up with cheque numbers. Even popping down to various banks across Nottingham and paying money in. It’s incredibly time consuming, far more so than I could ever have imagined, but I guess this is the learning curve and something I will account for in the future.

Now I’m slowly learning (or rather having to) delegate particular jobs and rebudget in places to get additional support. I don’t feel like I’m going to burn out but I do know I need to concentrate on the content and the editorial process. This is why I no longer keep an excel spreadsheet. I don’t have time to faff about with needlessly self-induced bureaucracy. Validation is in the superb content. My mentor at the BBC Stephen James-Yeoman, emailed today to say, “I’ve just watched the Al Needham Pubs A/V. It’s brilliant, I think it’s as good as the best thing on The Space.” You’ll be able to judge this for yourself in a few days time. But I’ll save that for another blog. There’s some stamps that need licking and I’ve got to write a two page description of the working conditions of Raleigh in the fifties for a nineteen-year-old beatboxer (long story), and…in fact why am I still writi

The Space

Sillitoe filming in Radford with Tony Roe

Pete Davis, Al Needham, Niki Monaghan, Andy Barrett and MulletProofPoet. Photo James Walker.

Today I marched through the streets of Radford at 7am with Ann Featherstone, Niki Monaghan, Al Needham, Pete Davis, Kerri Usherwood, Julia and David Sillitoe, Andy Barrett and Paul Fillingham. It felt like literature’s version of Reservoir Dogs but without the suits. We were here to film a short video for MulletProofPoet’s YouTube Youth, for event four of the Sillitoe: Then and Now project.

The filming was inspired by the Verve’s Bittersweet Harmony, with MulletProof Poet walking down a derelict street and passing us on his way. The people selected for the video all have some relation to the project and I thought this was a fitting way to give them a little bit of credit. For example, Andy Barrett is one of our mentors for the project and has been advising on how to make links with Raleigh (he has recently written a play called A Lifetime Guarantee) as well as sourcing a fantastic film on how a bike is made and putting me in contact with interesting and important people related to Raleigh, such as John McNaughton. Such people largely go unrecognised when content is produced as they are working behind the scenes and this was my opportunity to thank them. My other mentors, Wayne Burrows and Cathy Grindrod, were unable to make the shoot.

I’ll be blogging about the video in more detail when it goes live on The Space (we still have content for events two and three to go up yet – an indication of how far ahead you have to plan such a mammoth project) but for now I’ll just say that MulletProofPoet is a fantastic poet who I have high hopes for. It’s with great pride that LeftLion can claim to have given him his first publication and helped him on his way to what I expect will be a very successful career. Having said that, I’ll probably be sick of the sight of him by the end of the day as I’m off to see him perform alongside Aly Stoneman at Sneinton Festival at 2pm and then Southwell Poetry Festival at 4pm. I’m not a stalker, honest.

MulletProofPoet, Tony Roe and David Sillitoe. Photo James Walker.

But the person I really want to mention in this entry is Tony Roe. Tony is the Commissioning Editor for Inside Out and is producing a documentary of the Space project to coincide with our Sillitoe Day on October 27th. He’s also helped to edit together videos of the Occupy movement and Pete Davis for The Space as well as provide lots of useful clips of Nottingham relevant to the project.

I met Tony for the first time at a Sillitoe Committee meeting a few years back. He always has his face pressed up close to an iPad or smart phone. I’m sometimes tempted to tweet him during meetings even when I’m sat next to him because I think he would prefer this form of communication! To be able to draw on his knowledge and experience is one of the main benefits of being involved in a voluntary committee and makes all of those meetings and plans worth the effort.  He’s like a walking encyclopaedia of local knowledge and could easily quit his job and live off pub quiz winnings. He’s quiet, calm and when he does chirp up, you listen. But best of all, he’s blind as a bat and has really thick lenses in his glasses, like what kids used to wear at school in the seventies before everyone got paranoid about their appearance. I guess his appearance gives him a sense of vulnerability, a bit like Jon Ronson and his crazy effeminate voice, which makes you instantly warm to him and forget he has a brain the size of a small planet.